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12:30 p.m. - 2004-01-26
I�ve spent the whole weekend feeling pretty shitty because things at home aren�t the best they could be. I�ve been doing the only thing I�ve done most of my life which is stay out of people�s way which then leads people to think I�m mad which isn�t the case.
My sister and I had a little argument at work over something and it carried over to the home life because she thinks I�m being over sensitive and I think she�s being extra bitchy. We could both be wrong, but then we could both be right. So I�ve been trying to keep busy and keep out of the house. I spent Saturday getting my haircut, working out and over at a co-worker�s house for yet another good-bye thing for David. Sunday, I went to mass, Wal-Mart (I need a calculator for stats class) and at the library. When I got home at around five or so, I went to my room and continued studying.
Ok, so I say I�m not upset, but I am. It just pisses me off how she tries to run my life sometimes, my sister. You know, shit, I�m 23 years old shouldn�t I be able to make some decisions on my own? I was making them when I was 13 and my mom was away working and I was practically living on my own. I feel like I�m constantly being criticized for things when in fact, I already criticize myself enough. I guess I�m not criticizing myself for the right things.
I�m glad it�s Monday because she has class until late tonight, so by the time she gets home, I�ll have had dinner and won�t need to see anyone.
I know I can�t live my life that way. I know I have to make up and stuff, but I can�t live my life with two mothers. I can�t handle that.
Anyway, hmm, there�s nothing else going on. I�m very excited about my spring break trip. I�m also going home in two weeks which is kind of exciting but not as exciting as seeing Dan the Man. Well, it�s time for lunch, catch you all on the flip side. Hey did you all check what kind of bunny you are? If you didn�t hit previous and the link is there.
Getting linked and saying adios - 2005-01-28
What's going on... - 2005-01-26
Fixed - 2005-01-21
Sex ed - 2005-01-19
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